Pilot

Every series have a pilot, so here is mine.



For the past few weeks, my life has changed dramatically. Things that shouldn't happen now changed into things I couldn't prevent. I listen to There's a Light that Never Goes Out by The Smiths and Timur by The Adams on repeat every single minute.  7/7/20 was the day where my life went downhill almost to the rock bottom, losing someone important to you is really really hard.

After weeks of drowning in sadness and share my stories with some subreddit, I realize it's time for me to stop listening to those songs and accept the fact that what is done is done. I have done the best I could. Rather than being down and sad all the time, it's time for me to fully unleash my potential on things that really matters to me, my long term goals. Bad energy is still energy, and I believe I could change that into something positive.

So I decided to start something that keeps my mind from crazy, and someone recommended me to start writing. At first what came to my mind was to start a Medium account, but then a blog with my own domain seems awesome too. So here it is, welcome to www.muhamadrisyad.com.

The purpose of this blog is to celebrate humanity lifelong learning. Sharing thoughts and opinions to the others fulfill my happiness (even though I'm not sure anyone reading this blog) I will discuss mostly everything on the Opinions column which I will update weekly. I have a zine called Belatung Eksistensi, hopefully it would be a monthly zine where the main concept is to blend creative skills with some simple thought-provoking ideas (well that's all the zines do). The last is Books+Movies, I love to read and watch movies so much, I believe that those thing really are the window of the world. I will try to update my monthly book recommendation to read or some exciting movies that worth sharing.

So once again, welcome aboard!